Day 4

Hmmm.....looking at the photos, I wonder what to say to myself. What did I ever do to get myself into such a mess? And such a huge mess this time!

Every look at my ankles fill my soul with fear and anxiety. I almost always have to prevent myself from fainting whenever I look at my ankles. They are not only swollen, but kinda out of shape too.

It is Day 4. Things do not look as bad, but they are still quite bad now that I cannot walk.

Sherlin came by today to visit me. Sometimes, I really wonder if there are still angels around. And here comes one. Due to my frustrations and stress, I have not been talking to her or anyone the past two weeks. She need not help me cos I have not been friendly at all. Yet, she came by today and shared with me her experience at a puppetry workshop. She is still all smiles and 'flying' around, still immersed in a state of poetry recital.

Perhaps, it is people like her, who takes things easily, who are able to enjoy life better.

This accident has really put a full-stop to my life for a moment to take a breather. I hope that there would not be any of such full-stops next time. The price to pay is quite high!