On the surface, this looks like a typical question where one can simply throw in the deifinitions. Yet, to me, it is a question which leads one to question the relationship between choice and our skin colour.I have asked people if they knew if there were any difference between race and ethnicity. But it seems like no one is interested to find out or delve into that aspect. So here I am talking to myself again.
Ethnity has to do with choice. An experience close to heart is my choice to subscibe to certain beliefs and way of life which does not conform to the societal expectations of the race of Chinese. It is not a smooth journey because many people do not understand my rationale behind my actions. They often try to influence me into behaving the way that they think is right. But it just does not make sense to me. I hate being forced into something that I do not believe in.
Dear Lord
I pray for your guidance. Teach me how to empathize and teach me how to manage the external influences which often disturb my internal balance of sanity. Please, teach me to let go and not take things so seriously. Teach me not to be too hard on myself. I want to be happy, I do not want to add stress to Matt with my behaviour. But I do not know how to rationalise my thoughts. Please help me, Lord!
Thank you, Lord, for hearing my prayer.
In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
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