Boredom

Boredom, as defined in one of the online dictionaries says that it is the state of being bored. Am I in a state of being bored? Or am I a boring person?

For the past two weeks, other than recuperating from my very injured, tortured and sprained ankles, I have not really been doing much. It is the holidays, I know. But I am lost, all of a sudden. There are no more assignments to be submitted, at least for the time being. There are no more chapters or readings which have to be completed before the weekend. And I love working on assignments and doing my readings!!! What a nerdy freak I am!!!

Maybe I am trying to fill in the gaps. Other than thinking of what to do for my currculum subjects, I am now working full-time on my Deutsch Hausaufgaben. I guess my German teachers are kind of shocked as to the loads of written pieces that they have to mark. heeheee.....

My friends are all enjoying their holidays, I presume. Many have gone on their travels. Many are having fun simply going out for meals and drinks with their friends.

Here I am, typing away at my laptop, pouring out my thoughts and feelings. Is this considered pathetic? Have I been too much of a nerd that I do not know how to enjoy life? Or is it simply just because my inclination falls towards another spectrum?

Shopping is not my cup of tea unless it is for specific items or purposes. Going out for coffee and simply relaxing at cafes is something I like to do but I cannot do it now because of my ankles. I love to engage in thought-provoking conversations with people, but there is no one to do that with me as everyone else is all busy with their own activities.

My mind wonders very often these days. From romantic weddings to a make-over for myself. I come up with ideas for my wedding photography, I think of the possible hair colour and even perms and curls for my hair. I think of the cost, I think of the schedule and timeline to carry out things that I want to do. This is not really something that I am accustomed to working on. I am more used to assignments, deadlines, readings, tutorials and so on.

I have borrowed books which seem interesting to read. But my mind is not in it. I kinda just want to do nothing. That is what my body is telling me. But something in me tells me that I have to do something meaningful to pass my time. Time is valuable and I should not let it slip by just like that.

Oh my God!!! What should I should to get back on track???