Recently, somehow, the feelings of stupidity and incommensurateness have drowned me and thrown me into a deep hole of depression. I feel that I am not learning and progressing. I feel that I am not moving in the direction of my destiny.
People around me talk about things which I am not interested in. The conversations are shallow and not intellectual. We are not discussing world issues or issues of individual significance at a more in-depth level. We are not looking at cause and effects, we are not looking at different perspectives and analysing the rationales, we are simply not thinking!!! And this worries me because I do not want my brain to deteriorate and become just another soul wondering aimlessly on this planet!!!!!
God help me work this out!!!! Have I lost my way. Please guide me, dear Lord.
Amen!
1 comment:
i have had those feelings of frustration and dissatisfaction after returning from outings and meals with friends too. not always due to the lack of intellectual talk (afterall i'm often ashamed to admit i don't know in-depth enough about any one topic to be able to discuss at length about any one topic) but also many times people don't talk about things that really mattter anymore. you're not alone in that!
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