Reflection has recently been playing a greater role in my life. I think about things in life more often now. Not sure if it has caused me to become more skeptical, cynical or even negative. The number of things that irritate me as I observe them in my daily life has increased. It has somewhat affected me adversely as I become angry and I really wonder why people behave in certain manner.
For example, why do students always choke up the entrance to the bus stop? Do they not know that people need to pass and walk down the bridge to other destinations as well? Why do this certain group of students livin gon campus not take care of their personal hygiene? They smell so terribly that I wonder what kinds and how many kinds of germs and bacteria that they have on them? Why do girls starve themselves to the point that they look like sheets of paper ready to fly away with the wind? Why do some trainee teachers have the kind of nonchalent attitude towards learning? How can they ever be role models for the children if they themselves do not believe in learning? How can they keep a clear conscience by not contributing to group work? How can they have a clear conscience knowing that they are not learning enough to be able to impart the knowledge and skills to the children?
Yet, at the end of each day, I always ask myself if it is worth the risk of High Blood Pressure to be so concerned about things which mya not necessary be in my scope of control. Ultimately, we all go through learning processes. Perhaps they will learn one day. Perhaps....
Hence, there is no reason to go to bed thinking about the negative things in life. God has a reason for everything. We simply have to do our best and leave the rest up to God.
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