Today is approximately two weeks after I received the confirmation from MOE that they have received my application. According to the website, the processing time is about two to three weeks.
Just like standing in the queue for a roller coaster ride, the wait is really killing me. I so very much want to join the service and teach. Hence, the opportunity to get an interview really means a lot to me. Throughout my whole life, I have never had such enthusiasm. The closest one was during University days when I had to choose a major. I had never wanted something so badly. So it really means something.
I guess the reason is because I have found meaning, or heard the calling. When you know deep down inside that something is significant to you, you want to protect it, or work on it or get it moving.
As much as I hope that I would get some news from them soon, I can do nothing except wait. Everyday, I go about my regime with this still in my mind. I go to the gym, I do the chores, I work on my assignments. Even when I sleep, I think about it. I dream about it. Guess that is why I have not been able to get much quality sleep lately.
During this time, I can only read up as much as possible about teaching to prepare myself, and pray. Lord help me!
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