There is a fine line between colleagues and friends. At work, people claim to be your 'friend' when in fact, they are only acquaintances. I am beginning to see things clearly again. The fog is beginning to clear. Sometimes, I seem to be able to tell who my friends are. Sometimes, I cannot.
God is putting me through this test once again to remind me of something. Is God telling me to be on my guard against something? Is the Lord helping me to see things from a different view? Or is the Lord teaching me to be strong and not be so easily affected by little things in this world?
Dear Lord,
Please help me to be strong.Teach me to focus on what is important in my life. Lead me to you, dear Lord, for you are my source of strength. Teach me to place my faith in you, dear Lord.
Amen.
Dear Lord,
I so long to be in Germany. Other than my physical home, the one other place where I feel safe and at peace is in Germany. There is no place for me here. I simply do not fit in. But in Germany, I feel at home. The culture, the way of life and the surroundings. I want to fly there immediately.
I cannot rationalize the actions of the people living here in this country. There are few things which they do that I can accept and understand. I see zombies everywhere. They are simply following the tide and fads. They have no idea what they are doing with their lives. Do they see the deeper meaning? Or are they simply blinded by the need to protect themselves by accumulating secular 'necessities' such as power, glory and wealth?
Or perhaps my own definition is wrong? I am the odd one out. I should not have appeared on Earth at all? Perhaps, I should remove my coloured-lens and move along with the crowd?
What can I do?
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