I guess I have arrived at a Traffic Junction where the lights have turned red. I have to stop and wait. While waiting, I ask myself if I had fulfilled my responsibilities? Well, in some aspects, I have done well, in some aspects, not so well.
And I question if it is because I had been lazy or if I had made some bad decisions. Well, I have not been lazy, I can say that for sure. As for bad decisions, maybe? I doubt so. That leads me to ask if there were some factors or conditions which were out of my control.
My Lord knows how hard I have tried both in school and at home. I am constantly pushing myself although I know that I have to strike a balance somewhere.
Dear Lord,
You know what I think. You know how hard I have tried to be a good teacher and a good wife/partner/friend. I will still continue to try to be the best that I can be. I only pray that you guide me and comfort me and give me the strength to carry on when there seems to be only darkness ahead. Thank you , dear Lord, for all the blessings that you have showered upon me. Born a sinner, I have been cleansed by your grace and with this, I am grateful.
Teach me to listen to you, dear Lord, in all ways possible. Guide me and help me be your tool of peace, love and joy.
In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
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