Is it because I find similiarities between my childhood and theirs? Am I searching for something which I have missed? Do I see myself in them? Is it because they give me the feeling that they need help?
I have no idea. All I know is that I am not angry. INstead, I am happy to be in school, to be there for them, to guide them. I know that they need a lot more from me: more time, more energy. I am giving whatever i can and I know that I need to set a limit for myself.
Somehow, despite all the imperfections, I feel peaceful and full of love. There is no anger. There is only the eagerness and enthusiasm to help them be what they are, to help them reveal their inner potential.
Dear Lord,
thank you for guiding me the past days. Thank you for working with me and through me to help these children. I pray for your guidance in filling my soul with peace and love, I pray for your guidance in filling my mind with interesting and effective ideas to teach and reach out to the children. I pray that you bless my lips so that I may use the right words to communicate with these children. Please continue to guide me, dear Lord. Please fill me with the energy, the perseverance, the courage and whatever I need to make a difference in the lives of these children. I see hope in them. I see humility. I see a spark which is simply waiting to fly high into the sky with the utmost brightness.
Thank you dear Lord.
In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
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