The recent events that took place the past few days have left me feeling grateful, joyful and excited. Finally, I have the time to take a break and do things which I have not been able to catch up with. At the same time, I also had the chance to explore new areas such as looking at the products and services provided by bridal studios and exploring photography options overseas. I felt so cared for and so loved. Perhaps the comparision cannot be made to my early days. THe only thing that I know now is that I live for God and for him. Nothing else matters as much as the Lord and Matt. They showed me love in ways which I never thought possible.
I am still in a dillemma. THe Lord says that we should love one another. Yet, there are people whom I cannot even face or want to communicate with. HOw then can I love them? I am still searching for the answer.
For some people, the answer is easy because they have experienced the love from people they expected to receive the love. For me, things kinda went a little haywire. I never felt the love from my parents. One can say that it was because they did not know how to show it. Whatever the cause, the time is lost and cannot be replaced. But with Matt and Lord, I know that the journey has started and I do cherish the journey because every moment of it is filled with truth, honesty, love and more love....
The Lord has called me back to his side even after I have strayed for so long. Matt's love for me is forgiving and all-encompassing that makes me feel so protected.
With all the happenings around me and the thoughts going through my head, I seem to be slipping into a vacuum of peace and tranquility, where all stimulants have been eliminated and one is at peace with oneself.........
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