Recently, other than feeling tired, lethargic and exhausted, I realised that I need to take a step back to re-evaluate my life. Somehow, although I know where I am heading and what I should be doing, a voice in me is telling me to just slow down and have some quiet time for myself. The voice says that I need to soak in the moment and understand life. There is an understanding, an enlightenment, a revelation that is waiting for me to discover. I have to find it. And till I find it, I need to slow down and take time off for myself.
Dear Lord,
What is it that I am supposed to find? I pray for your guidance in finding it. Meanwhile, I pray that I am moving in a direction in which I can make use of the qualities that you have bestowed upon me to help others, especially the little ones. As I move ahead with your bestowed gifts in the direction of my calling, I do hope to find an identity within myself. I have been lost for more than a quarter of a century. I do not want to wander on Earth like that. I want an identity that gives me meaning in life. In this secular world, one gets tired and lost easily. This I want not. And this I hope is not what you wish for me.
Please do give me a sign, dear Lord.
In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit, Amen.
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